A whole new set of razor like of teeth...
My hair is falling out...
I don't know what to do...these voices are to loud...I need help but there is no one here. I am alone. Ever since I read the archive, these voices have started screaming through my mind.
You shouldn't have done that... don't trust them... we are your guides... you are next you are next you are next. We guide you through the time of screams...
I can't even talk normally anymore I can barely muster up a whisper. I haven't spoken to another person in days...I miss the company.
What else is there going on, oh yeah, just killed another person, this time was a little though, rather than the classic stab... I tore their throats out with a single bite.
I guess thats all...I feel like this blog is the only real me.
Someones at the door...yeah yeah voices I'll go deal with them...
We'll be taking Mr. Stevens for a little while.
Tuesday, 28 February 2012
Chloe is dead...
So, yeah I killed her. I'm so sorry Chloe.
Whats really tearing me inside is kinda hard to explain...its like I want to care but I just don't.
The voices are telling me somewhere new to go now...and I just don't have the willpower right now to object.
Whats really tearing me inside is kinda hard to explain...its like I want to care but I just don't.
The voices are telling me somewhere new to go now...and I just don't have the willpower right now to object.
Sunday, 26 February 2012
I am so sorry...
Chloe, you're so beautiful.
I wish I could always protect you.
I've always wanted to tell you how I feel.
I'm just some giant coward.
It is burning me inside because of what these voices are telling me.
I'm always trying to fight these voices.
I'm afraid...I'm afraid that I'm going to lose to them soon.
They're so loud right now.
It feels like my head will burst.
I am so sorry Chloe.
But if you wake up, I will kill you...
I wish I could always protect you.
I've always wanted to tell you how I feel.
I'm just some giant coward.
It is burning me inside because of what these voices are telling me.
I'm always trying to fight these voices.
I'm afraid...I'm afraid that I'm going to lose to them soon.
They're so loud right now.
It feels like my head will burst.
I am so sorry Chloe.
But if you wake up, I will kill you...
Saturday, 25 February 2012
I'm in trouble...
Something is happening to me...Archie wasn't the only one that fell victim to me...There are more bodies, not just my dog.
I haven't told anyone this yet, but I'm beginning to get new teeth, they're sharper...I don't think I'm that they shouldn't be that much of a nuisance...but they shouldn't be there at all...
What am I going to do...
No! Chloe will be fine if she wakes up...
No! Chloe will be fine if she wakes up...
No! Chloe will die if she wakes up...
No! Chloe will be fine if she wakes up...
No! Chloe will be fine if she wakes up...
I haven't told anyone this yet, but I'm beginning to get new teeth, they're sharper...I don't think I'm that they shouldn't be that much of a nuisance...but they shouldn't be there at all...
What am I going to do...
No! Chloe will be fine if she wakes up...
No! Chloe will be fine if she wakes up...
No! Chloe will die if she wakes up...
No! Chloe will be fine if she wakes up...
No! Chloe will be fine if she wakes up...
...
I...I fucking killed Archie, why the hell did I do it...I couldn't control myself its like there was a voice in my head that wouldn't be quiet until they did it.
Wtf is wrong with me I killed my own dog he didn't even see it coming...He just slept and I stabbed him 16 times, how the hell do I remember that!
What the hell is going on, something is wrong..., I've been meaning to read take your advice locomotive but I can't explain...its like, a ringing in my head that won't stop till I get off that archive thing...
Chloe can't find out...I'll...I'll do something with Archie's body...
MY FUCKING LEG IS BURNING EVEN WORSE RIGHT NOW FOR FUCK SAKE!
Wtf is wrong with me I killed my own dog he didn't even see it coming...He just slept and I stabbed him 16 times, how the hell do I remember that!
What the hell is going on, something is wrong..., I've been meaning to read take your advice locomotive but I can't explain...its like, a ringing in my head that won't stop till I get off that archive thing...
Chloe can't find out...I'll...I'll do something with Archie's body...
MY FUCKING LEG IS BURNING EVEN WORSE RIGHT NOW FOR FUCK SAKE!
Friday, 24 February 2012
News at 00:47
Ever played minecraft, such a great game, genius really... Such a simple game of blocks, but soooo many possibilities, lol just me and my nerdism XD...
In other news, Archie won't go anywhere near me, if I even get close to him or Chloe, he starts to growl at me, wtf...
Yeah, your right, he may have to die...
In final news, I've completed Skyrim as well so yay on that XP, getting rather bored with it quickly though. You ever get that readers? You'll finish something and then suddenly your bored of it... Meh, maybe its just me and my short attention span lol :).
BYYYYEEEE
In other news, Archie won't go anywhere near me, if I even get close to him or Chloe, he starts to growl at me, wtf...
Yeah, your right, he may have to die...
In final news, I've completed Skyrim as well so yay on that XP, getting rather bored with it quickly though. You ever get that readers? You'll finish something and then suddenly your bored of it... Meh, maybe its just me and my short attention span lol :).
BYYYYEEEE
I've got good news and strange news
Strange News:
Leg still burns (spreading actually, whole leg burns now), but when I unbandaged it to take a look, it was fine...as if nothing had ever bitten it, Chloe worried (What a worrier ^_^, nah she doesn't need to die for it XD).
Good News:
Convinced her! Archie is returning to the house :). Parents are bringing him down. yaaay :p
I gotta go for now, so I'll probably post another post later on tonight :D
BYYYEEEEE
Leg still burns (spreading actually, whole leg burns now), but when I unbandaged it to take a look, it was fine...as if nothing had ever bitten it, Chloe worried (What a worrier ^_^, nah she doesn't need to die for it XD).
Good News:
Convinced her! Archie is returning to the house :). Parents are bringing him down. yaaay :p
I gotta go for now, so I'll probably post another post later on tonight :D
BYYYEEEEE
Thursday, 23 February 2012
Geez...
Never go to the fucking doctors on a dress up thing/day.
Nearly shat a brick when I walked into the office to see my doctor wearing one of those plague doctor masks... *facepalm*
Oh well, got this bite sterilized or something, he injected me with this painkiller I think.
Still Burns though.
Meh...
BBBYYYEEEEE
Nearly shat a brick when I walked into the office to see my doctor wearing one of those plague doctor masks... *facepalm*
Oh well, got this bite sterilized or something, he injected me with this painkiller I think.
Still Burns though.
Meh...
BBBYYYEEEEE
Wednesday, 22 February 2012
I'll count this as a victory...
That THING fucking bit me, my leg is bleeding like hell, Chloe is patching it up.
--------------------------------------------[Previous Night]-----------------------------------------------Suppose I should explain, I know whats been happening to Chloe (She told me that someone kept sneaking into bedroom and whispering to her when I talked to her about the moving out thing). So I slept in her room that night, nothing happened...
...I started to drift into sleep but I heard the scratching and it fucking entered the room, it walked right next to Chloe (how she slept I don't know) .
I pretended to be asleep I don't think it noticed me. It scratched the covers where Chloe was (Fucking heavy sleeper) and left...
------------------------------------------[This Night]-------------------------------------------------
I waited in the same position as last night, the difference was I had a metal bat this time. Same as last night, it walked up to Chloe and I whacked the shit out of its, I presumes its got quite some bruises on its head. (At this point Chloe started waking up and oh boy..the scream).
The strange thing was though, it was unphased, it actually finished whispering before it dealt with me. The event is burned into my head...
It slowly turned its head towards me and began growling it leapt at me. I tried swinging at it but it grabbed the bat and threw it away. (At this point I'm basically shitting myself). It knocked me over and as it hunched over me. It looked at my leg and well...you know...bit it. It burned like hell, it felt like my leg was on fire.
And then it left... It ran out of the room.
-------------------------------------------------[Thing]----------------------------------------------------
It had black eyes, bigger than that of a normal persons, I don't think it had iris' or any other eye stuff...just two big pupils...
It had no fur...It was completely bald...
It had long claw like nails, could definitly cause damage with those...
From what I thought, the teeth were pretty sharp :/
---------------------------------------------[Reaction]----------------------------------------------------
Well Chloe is panicking obviously she wrapped my legs up in bandages, the thing left some pretty deep teethmarks...still burning like hell, case your wondering.
But...I just don't really feel all to panicking, theres just a voice in my head keeping me calm :P I guess thats just my survival instincts speaking...I just... don't really care...
Leg still burning like hell though...
Real agonizingly killer extreme burning going on here.
--------------------------------------------[Previous Night]-----------------------------------------------Suppose I should explain, I know whats been happening to Chloe (She told me that someone kept sneaking into bedroom and whispering to her when I talked to her about the moving out thing). So I slept in her room that night, nothing happened...
...I started to drift into sleep but I heard the scratching and it fucking entered the room, it walked right next to Chloe (how she slept I don't know) .
I pretended to be asleep I don't think it noticed me. It scratched the covers where Chloe was (Fucking heavy sleeper) and left...
------------------------------------------[This Night]-------------------------------------------------
I waited in the same position as last night, the difference was I had a metal bat this time. Same as last night, it walked up to Chloe and I whacked the shit out of its, I presumes its got quite some bruises on its head. (At this point Chloe started waking up and oh boy..the scream).
The strange thing was though, it was unphased, it actually finished whispering before it dealt with me. The event is burned into my head...
It slowly turned its head towards me and began growling it leapt at me. I tried swinging at it but it grabbed the bat and threw it away. (At this point I'm basically shitting myself). It knocked me over and as it hunched over me. It looked at my leg and well...you know...bit it. It burned like hell, it felt like my leg was on fire.
And then it left... It ran out of the room.
-------------------------------------------------[Thing]----------------------------------------------------
It had black eyes, bigger than that of a normal persons, I don't think it had iris' or any other eye stuff...just two big pupils...
It had no fur...It was completely bald...
It had long claw like nails, could definitly cause damage with those...
From what I thought, the teeth were pretty sharp :/
---------------------------------------------[Reaction]----------------------------------------------------
Well Chloe is panicking obviously she wrapped my legs up in bandages, the thing left some pretty deep teethmarks...still burning like hell, case your wondering.
But...I just don't really feel all to panicking, theres just a voice in my head keeping me calm :P I guess thats just my survival instincts speaking...I just... don't really care...
Leg still burning like hell though...
Real agonizingly killer extreme burning going on here.
Night is approaching...
You didn't think I saw you huh?
Well I'm fucking ready this time...
So try it again.
Well I'm fucking ready this time...
So try it again.
Tuesday, 21 February 2012
Explanationz
I suppose, a little explaining is in order :/.
*FLASH BACK*
Well basically after summoning up the courage, I told Chloe that I was thinking of moving out. She literally burst out crying (I guess I'm just that awesome) no but really, she started going on about how she was sorry and didn't want to be alone and she told me that she felt safe when I was around... and :/ I guess that kinda convinced me to stay... :/
I don't know why I didn't mention this before, but I guess I might as well now, Chloe is special to me. We've been friends for years but kinda lost contact and regained contact through the newpaper and you know... I won't let anybody hurt you Chloe.
And thats enough of all the soppy crap I guess ^_^.
In other news she wants me to be close to her so I'll be staying in her room with her tonight hehehe ;D
BBBBYYYYYYEEEEEEE!!!!
*FLASH BACK*
Well basically after summoning up the courage, I told Chloe that I was thinking of moving out. She literally burst out crying (I guess I'm just that awesome) no but really, she started going on about how she was sorry and didn't want to be alone and she told me that she felt safe when I was around... and :/ I guess that kinda convinced me to stay... :/
I don't know why I didn't mention this before, but I guess I might as well now, Chloe is special to me. We've been friends for years but kinda lost contact and regained contact through the newpaper and you know... I won't let anybody hurt you Chloe.
And thats enough of all the soppy crap I guess ^_^.
In other news she wants me to be close to her so I'll be staying in her room with her tonight hehehe ;D
BBBBYYYYYYEEEEEEE!!!!
Monday, 20 February 2012
Very Late Entry
Hi readers!
I guess I haven't posted much lately, so here is the long awaited post *parade*. I've been kinda upset about Archie not being here. But hey, we all get over stuff. Chloe on the other hand...
She's different now... always on edge, I can't even say hi to her now without her snapping at me. I'm... : / ... thinking about moving out, we just don't get along anymore ¬_¬ but whatever, I'll just find a new roomate...
It's not just Chloe either, this house must have rats or something cuz virtually every night I hear scratching and its driving me insane. Also, I don't know how I've never noticed before but Archie left quite a bit of damage to my bed, its quite torn up. Finally... the place stinks, always has to be honest.
I think I'll go tell Chloe about me wanting to move out now, I'll just include the conversation or something into this post.
----------------------------------------------{Intermission}----------------------------------------------
Forget it, I'm staying.
I guess I haven't posted much lately, so here is the long awaited post *parade*. I've been kinda upset about Archie not being here. But hey, we all get over stuff. Chloe on the other hand...
She's different now... always on edge, I can't even say hi to her now without her snapping at me. I'm... : / ... thinking about moving out, we just don't get along anymore ¬_¬ but whatever, I'll just find a new roomate...
It's not just Chloe either, this house must have rats or something cuz virtually every night I hear scratching and its driving me insane. Also, I don't know how I've never noticed before but Archie left quite a bit of damage to my bed, its quite torn up. Finally... the place stinks, always has to be honest.
I think I'll go tell Chloe about me wanting to move out now, I'll just include the conversation or something into this post.
----------------------------------------------{Intermission}----------------------------------------------
Forget it, I'm staying.
Thursday, 16 February 2012
Upsetting
Chloe's been yelling at me about Archie's barking... Its weird though, she's put up with him all this time, why does she want him gone now? He wasn't even barking last night.
Basically, we were just watching TV together and suddenly she flips out and starts shouting about Archie. She was Fing and blinding about him.
This is a great place though, its right next to my work, so Archie is gonna stay at my parent's house for a while... its weird that he isn't here anymore :/
Chloe seems to be a lot happier now that he's gone definitly, a lot calmer.
For the last few days, she seems different, always on edge.
Urgh, I'm gonna go to sleep.
BYYEEEE
Basically, we were just watching TV together and suddenly she flips out and starts shouting about Archie. She was Fing and blinding about him.
This is a great place though, its right next to my work, so Archie is gonna stay at my parent's house for a while... its weird that he isn't here anymore :/
Chloe seems to be a lot happier now that he's gone definitly, a lot calmer.
For the last few days, she seems different, always on edge.
Urgh, I'm gonna go to sleep.
BYYEEEE
Fail of a Spy
Nothing happened last night ¬_¬, I mean I just watched TV and then I fell asleep around half past 3. Archie wasn't barking either so maybe it was just in my head.
I shall sleep in my own room tonight in this case soooo I guess that there is all to talk about.
BYYYYEEEEE!
I shall sleep in my own room tonight in this case soooo I guess that there is all to talk about.
BYYYYEEEEE!
Wednesday, 15 February 2012
Time to spy...
(In regards to the title, I'd be an awesome spy)
I noticed that Chloe has a series of cuts up her arms, they wern't there before...not that I have been staring at her arms XD.
I tried asking her about it but somehow she'll changes the subject.
I doubt very much that she cuts herself, but who knows maybe she's REAALLLLYY depressed about Archie.
They've appeared after last night I think, so I shall camp out in the living room and watch for anything suspicous... Screw sleep. I know I sound a little sad doing this, but I have my reasons of curiosity.
On a site note, I've checked Archie always seems to be barking around 3am, so thats a little creepy.
Its probably some guy who has to go to work at that time (sucky job much). Or who knows, perhaps a fox with a very specific schedule. :)
BYEEEEE
I noticed that Chloe has a series of cuts up her arms, they wern't there before...not that I have been staring at her arms XD.
I tried asking her about it but somehow she'll changes the subject.
I doubt very much that she cuts herself, but who knows maybe she's REAALLLLYY depressed about Archie.
They've appeared after last night I think, so I shall camp out in the living room and watch for anything suspicous... Screw sleep. I know I sound a little sad doing this, but I have my reasons of curiosity.
On a site note, I've checked Archie always seems to be barking around 3am, so thats a little creepy.
Its probably some guy who has to go to work at that time (sucky job much). Or who knows, perhaps a fox with a very specific schedule. :)
BYEEEEE
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
Uhhhh WTF
So last night, I was walking over over to Chloe's room to apologize. she was really screaming it off... ¬_¬. Anyway...I open the door (By the way Archie decided to come with me because thought she'd like the barking up close). and she was fast fucking asleep... it was like her screaming stopped the second I touched the door handle.
I tried asking her about it this morning and she's saying she doesn't remember a thing...WTF
She's playing a prank on me or some crap like that ¬_¬ well I'm to awesome to fall for that!
BYEEEEE
I tried asking her about it this morning and she's saying she doesn't remember a thing...WTF
She's playing a prank on me or some crap like that ¬_¬ well I'm to awesome to fall for that!
BYEEEEE
Monday, 13 February 2012
Late Post
Archie's barking again, he's standing by the bed, barking non stop at the door, he won't stop at all... AGRSHGTRH (me expressing anger through letters).
Expecting Chloe to storm in any second now -_-, she really gets kinda grouchy at 3am :). Perhaps I shall go get a snack... or not, Archie's is whining and getting louder when I try to get up...
Something's really up with him, why hasn't Chloe come to complain yet? Maybe she's finally starting to live with him.
Well I won't be sleeping anytime soon soooo... something intresting to my fans... oh thanks to my foll
SHIT, Chloe is screaming, from her room this time (must be so annoyed at the barking that her legs broke in the process). Suppose I should go apologize.
BYEEEEE
Expecting Chloe to storm in any second now -_-, she really gets kinda grouchy at 3am :). Perhaps I shall go get a snack... or not, Archie's is whining and getting louder when I try to get up...
Something's really up with him, why hasn't Chloe come to complain yet? Maybe she's finally starting to live with him.
Well I won't be sleeping anytime soon soooo... something intresting to my fans... oh thanks to my foll
SHIT, Chloe is screaming, from her room this time (must be so annoyed at the barking that her legs broke in the process). Suppose I should go apologize.
BYEEEEE
Sunday, 12 February 2012
Barking and going ons
So my dog Archie last night kept barking (probably a cat outside or something), so as you can imagine, I didn't get a lot of sleep ¬_¬. It didn't bother me as much as it did Chloe though, yeah she was maaaad.
Lets just say that she's not particularly fond of Archie, I mean I can't complain, she let me bring him with me to live here sooo meh.
I got Skyrim today, utterly epic game, I meanwhat more could you want than Dragons, Giants and talking cats!
Chris (a friend of mine) just got here, so I'll end the blog here.
BYYYEEEEE!
Lets just say that she's not particularly fond of Archie, I mean I can't complain, she let me bring him with me to live here sooo meh.
I got Skyrim today, utterly epic game, I meanwhat more could you want than Dragons, Giants and talking cats!
Chris (a friend of mine) just got here, so I'll end the blog here.
BYYYEEEEE!
Saturday, 11 February 2012
Hi Bloggerers!
Hello fellow bloggers! Yes...I know its the one and only Xeal, here talking through his blog. Despite the fact that you don't know me and Xeal isn't my real name.
So, let us get acquainted readers! My last name is Steven (I won't be giving my first name for obvious reasons). I basically made this blog so that others have the chance to see into my wonderful life X).
I have a dog, his name is Archie, an absolutely awesome dog :), I'm pretty proud of him XD.
I've recently moved out of my parents house, its pretty damn awesome, I live here with my housemate Chloe, she's pretty cool I guess, we kind of just have a housemate relationship, you know...ad in a newspaper, I took it and now I live here kinda thing...
Hmm...one more thing about myself before I end this amazing entry... I like to play xbox 360 :).
BYEEEE
So, let us get acquainted readers! My last name is Steven (I won't be giving my first name for obvious reasons). I basically made this blog so that others have the chance to see into my wonderful life X).
I have a dog, his name is Archie, an absolutely awesome dog :), I'm pretty proud of him XD.
I've recently moved out of my parents house, its pretty damn awesome, I live here with my housemate Chloe, she's pretty cool I guess, we kind of just have a housemate relationship, you know...ad in a newspaper, I took it and now I live here kinda thing...
Hmm...one more thing about myself before I end this amazing entry... I like to play xbox 360 :).
BYEEEE
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